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10.10.10.10

an international guest came to the office last wednesday..together with him, was a little cute young girl (manyak no adjective nye huhu)..while his father in the discussion room, she waits her father at our front office..silently,lonely and boredly..

i approached her..

me: masmuki?
girl: lubna

~long pause~

lubna seems not a talkative girl..malas layan..so i decide to turn on the TV...suddenly..

girl: can i watch cartoon?
me: ya sure..but sorry its in malay tho.
girl: well its ok..i'll understand..i'm in the process of learning it (with a little laugh)

'don't judge a book by its cover' (though, i dun really agree upon this quote)
suprisingly, she talks..sometimes we tend to label someone as 'sombong' if they don't really respond on what we are saying..yet, there are people who we need to roll the ball first, and this kind of people tend to catch the ball rather than throwing or rolling it..me myself, always and most of the time is the thrower..i don't really have problem in mingling with stranger..

lubna keeps talking..and she even talks about her big coming day~

lubna: hey you know what, my birthday will be in october, 10th of october 2010, so its 10.10.10
and the best is, i'm going to be 10.. =)

owhh byk ckp jugak budak ni huhu~

4 gift

kita selalu persoalkan tentang org2 yang easily being forgiven..aku rasa setiap dari kita mesti penah dengar ini "ko ni bodo la senang2 je ko maapkan dia"..are we really a looser,when we forgive someone? the answer would be definitely NO.

mcm entry before, aku selalu peringat diri aku, "do not let the emotional beat you rational". Kalo Dia yang Maha Berkuasa pun Pemaaf, apa lagi kita penumpang kat dunia Dia ni. We cannot expect His forgiveness unless we forgive those who did wrong to us. As simple as that pada aku. tak payah nak bergrudge2. you'll get nothing in return other than headache.betul, we human do have feeling. marah is one on the list. but this is reality, life so called.

di riwayatkan oleh Abu Hurairah ra, bahawasannya Rasulullah saw bersabda:

Musa bin Imran as, berkata:
Wahai Tuhanku diantara hamba-hamba-Mu, siapakah orang yang paling mulia dalam pandangan-Mu ?
Allah Azza Wajalla menjawab,
“ Orang yang memaafkan walaupun ia mampu membalas." ( HR. Imam Baihaqi )

so people do forgive others because in return, there are four gift waiting for you:
tranquility,freedom, happiness, 'rahmah'

adamaya

dah agak tertinggal keretapi utk bercerita pasal drama ni..huhu..cerita yg sangat santai, biasa je flow nye..tapi penuh pengajaran..kalo tak pada org lain, pada aku amat lah berguna...kalo org byk ckp pasal adam sbgai hubby yg menjadi idaman..aku pun iakan itu...tapi ada lagi satu side dlm adamaya ni yang patut semua org ambil teladan..

obsession..ya obsesi melayu nye..tgk je la ape jadi kat si dani, maya ngn ex-bf si shahzreen
tuh..perasaan yg dituruti tu lama2 makan diri sendiri..jelas kata org dulu dulu..

"ikut hati mati ikut rasa binasa"

how sad to admit that i was one of the kind..huh..its really ruined my past life and to the extent, it affected my present..so people out there...jangan la obses sgt dengan the so called
"chenta".. tak kemana pun..beat the obsession with your ability to rationalize..meet the reality...

thank God aku disedarkan terlebih awal..thanks to dearest frens yang tak henti2 menjadi peng awake minda bawah sedar aku..so people..think twice..it must be a reason behind the separation..so be wise..jgn jadi macam dani gila bayang..mcm maya jadi isteri curang.. mcm ex shazreen jadi killer~